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I see a loafer that I like and I say I want that one. He looks funny and my older sister tells me it's a girl's shoe. I'm not embarassed but I am unhappy when my sister won't buy this pair. They were just like the pair I did get but with thinner soles and shorter vamp. There wasn't much difference but I still wanted the girl's loafers, then the dream ends again...."

"What were the first girl's clothes you ever bought or wore, can you remember", I asked Anna.

"Girl's loafers, brown and with two straps across the vamp. I remember that my sister kidded me so I took off the straps and wore them without straps. I was fourteen" "Are girl's shoes still your favorite item?"

"Yes, I must have twenty pairs. I even worked in a shoe store later when I was about twenty two."

"Then you added other garments and finally I'm looking at the finished product, right?"

"Yes, how do I look to you".

"Wonderful, just wonderful. You're beautiful and I

still can't believe your married," I replied.

"Here look in my purse" Anna said, and showed me pic- tures of his wife with himself in both feminine and mascu- line clothes. One picture showed his wife pregnant.

"Your wife looks....well pregnant in this picture, do

you have children", I inquired.

"Yes we have a boy. He's just one now", said Anna. "How will you work that", I asked.

"I'm not sure. Since she has read the magazine and all she is a lot more understanding. Sill with the boy I, ...well I just dont know how we'll work it. It wont be so bad till he's say a bout three or four. But I couldn't bear to have this affect him."

"I know what you mean.

If you're a TV with a male child you would certainly want to save him from all the heartache we go through."

"Do you have any ideas", Anna asked?

"Well, none but to keep it quiet. Don't get dressed up when you think he might get up and discover you. Keep your things with your wife's so he wont discover the diff- erence: I'll tell you something else that might work. Can you be happy dressed up but without makeup or falsies"?